When I first started this blog I told you all that I'm permanently disabled but the nature of my disability wasn't important.
I've been thinking about that and I think it's finally time to share the nature of that disability with you. I believe it's the only way for you to get to know me and it may also give others some hope that are in this same position.
I've been sober since Nov. 25th, 1997. Yes, I'm a recovering alcoholic and one that's very grateful to be alive.
During my 20 years of daily drinking I did some damage to myself physically. Of course, when I was drinking I never thought any of those things we hear about would happen to me. I was wrong.
I have partial Warnackies Encephalopathy (some brain damage) and Peripheral Neuropathy (quite painful at times). I've also messed up my digestive system and have the most wicked insomnia that you could ever imagine.
I don't tell you this for sympathy as I'm fully aware that these things happened to me because of my own actions. I tell you these things so it will give you a little insight into who I am.
As a last note, with all my physical problems I wouldn't want to be anyone but myself. I've been very blessed in my lifetime and have seen and done things that a lot of people will never have the chance to see or do. I've also been a part of a lot of awesome human lives. Some are still with me, some I've had to say good-bye to and others have passed away.
So do I ever wish I was someone else? Not for all the money in the world!!! This definitely wasn't the easiest blog for me to post but to tell you the truth, it may be the most important blog I post.
Everyone, take good care. I'll be back in January.
Hollywood has left the building.